Waiting for My World to fall.
1. Do you like anyone?: yes 2. Do they know it?: no 3. Simple or complicated?: simple
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U'S 4. Ran a mile: no 5. Bought something: yep 6. Gotten sick?: no 7. Been hugged?: yes
8. Felt stupid?: mm hm 9. Talked to an ex: no 10. Missed someone: yes 11. Failed a test: probably 13. Danced: uh... no 14. Gotten your hair cut?: yes
U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: laughing 17. Are you double jointed?: no 18. Can you roll your tongue?: yeah 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: both of them? 20. Can you cross your eyes: yeah yeah 21. Do you make your bed daily?: mm no 22. Do you think you are unique?: yep
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": to family members 24. Given money to a homeless person?: money, clothes, food, you name it 25. Went to a party?: have i ever gone to a party?! YES! 26. Waited all night for a phone call?: no 27. Snuck out?: no 28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yes!
M A N N E R S 29. Do you swear/curse?: no.... rarely... not in public 30. Do you ever spit?: sometimes... outside 31. You cook your own food?: sometimes 32. You do your own chores?: i dont really have any 33. You like beef jerky?: no 35. You're happy with your hair?: kinda 36. You own a dog?: yes! 38. Do you like to swim?: yep! 39. When you get bored do you call friends?: yeah
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S 41. Flowers or angels?: both 42. Gray or black?: black 43. Color or black and white photos: black and white 44. Lust or love?: LOVE! 45. Sunrise or sunset?: sunset 46. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&MS 47. Rap or rock?: Rock! 48. waking up late or waking up early?: late 49. Being hot or cold?: cold 50. Winter or Fall?: fall 51. Left or right?: right 52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: 2 best friends 53. Sunshine or rain?: both 54. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: chocolate
HAVE YOU EVER... Slept in a bed of with opposite sex?: no Hooked up in the woods?: haha... not yet Been Dumped?: no Stolen money from a friend?: No Had a crush on a teacher?: haha... maybe Seen someone die?:no Been on an airplane?: no Slept all day?: yes Missed someone so much it hurt?: Yes... Fallen asleep during school?: yes! Been lonely?: Yeah. Cheated in a game?: when i was like 4 Been to the ER?: yes Been in a car accident?: no... except the garage jumped in front of me one time Had detention?: yes... for laughing skipped detention?: no cried yourself to sleep?: yes Done something you told yourself you'd never do again?: yes Sung in the shower?: all the time sleep with more than 2 people in 1 weekend?: no! Laughed so hard you cried?: haha yes! Not been able to remember your night?: no... good memory... clean Regretted hurting someone?: yes Regretted loving someone?: NO Ever been SUPER happy?: yes!
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so last night was the worst night of my life, i'm not giving details because honestly, you don't care, and i don't really care to tell you. i cried my eyes out. but. anyway.
i always wish i had more of what i already have enough of. i've realized in the last couple weeks just how spoiled i am, and i'm embarrassed. i don't want to be greedy when i get older and i dont think i will be. all i want is a family and most importantly God. that's all i need, thats all anyone needs, i need to make sure i keep that in my head. posscessions on this earth are worth NOTHING.
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