Have you ever thought about someone you've like only met once, like a lot? I know James Blunt has... he wrote a song about it. It's actually almost kind of creepy. But anyway, I really want to get to know him. I think we'd be good together I think that's like the first person I can actually picture myself with... that sounds weird... i know. We've never even met formally, just here and there and have had polite little conversations.

This is weird... I never thought something like this would bother me.

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM OF ME
(Kahn-Schwandt-Andre)

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singin' in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Mmmmm... I love this song! I want a man to sing this to me. Where are all the good men, the old-fashioned, well manored kind. Do they exsist? Does true love even exist?

It sure is fun dreaming about it!

I'm not sure how to follow my last post... I was having a moment I guess. Sometimes I just get inspired to freak out. My version of "freaking out", is realizing how freaking lucky I am! I hate that I feel bad for myself... but we've been over that in other posts.

Anyway. So tomorrow.... ahhh... tomorrow. Tomorrow Autumn starts a diet. I'm really not looking foward to it, but it has to be done. I'm hoping to become more active this summer, loose some weight. I don't want to have to try and fix my health when I'm older because I didn't take the time when i was younger and could actually do it!

OH! American Idol... how about that! What a show! Even though I wanted Katherine to win, I wasn't disappointed by the show at all! It was amazing. The first song with Princess P (Paris), was amazing! And... I love Taylor too, they both did amazing in the competion, I have a lot of respect for both of them. It's got to be so demanding.

I think that's it folks.

Stay tuned.

P.S.- I'm hooked on a song called "Black horse and Cherry Tree" by KT Tunstall. Check it out if you have time, it's a good one! Oh so is "White houses" by Vanessa Carlton.

Alright... Peace.

Every 11 second a child is reported abused or neglected.

Every 24 hours 4 kids die from abuse.

79% of the children who die from abuse are under the age of 4.

58% of chil abusers are women.

Every 34 seconds a child is born into poverty.

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Does that not kill you? I want to be able to stop it all and save the world. But, I can't. I'm not a super hero, I wish I could be. I honestly don't even know what to say about this. I don't understand why abuse happens.

This fall I'm going to Eastern Europe and visiting orfanages. I want to help, and this is the best I can do for now.

Ahh... you know what I love?
Walking.
Gosh. I love it! Even though it is probably the nastiest day ever out today, I still went for a walk. It's so nice just to be by yourself sometimes. It gives you time to think. Being around people is great, but if you never set aside some alone time, you aren't able to think about stuff and get to know yourself. I like thinking, but sometimes it leads me to worrying, which isn't good. But anyway, today when I was walking I was deep in thought when all of the sudden I hear "BAHH!". I was scared to death, even though I knew there were sheep right there I didn't think they were going to do anything... that really scared the crap out of me. But then I just started laughing. Hah.

Yesterday I heard a good sermon, it was about Abraham and what a crazy life he had. But at the end, I really liked what he said. "God's idea of better is better". That makes me feel good, free almost. Like whatever I think is right for me, could be wrong, and God could have something ten times as good! WOW.... exciting... very exciting.

Alright, that's it for today.

Stay tuned.