Life is just so frustrating. Lately, I've just felt so alone.
I think God is telling me that I need to get closer to Him... and I'm going to try. I feel like when I'm praying though, I just do it because I have to. Even when I feel like I'm talking to Him like a friend it seems like my mind is distracted. The first thing I always pray for is focus, but I'm never focused.
I need to get into a better relationship with God.
Any suggestions on how to focus better? I've noticed writing prayers down helps as well, but any other suggestions?
I just need some help! I feel like if I get closer to Him He'll help strengthen my relationships... is my logic all wrong?
So some girls like soccer players, some girls like surfers, or blondies or foreigners... I love... Christian boys.
Goodness gracious, it seems like all the good ones are taken already. When I listen to a young attractive man talk about God and listen to how intelligent they are my jaw just drops.
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? geez, i hope!
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday? hug, yes
6. Who's bed were you in last night? mine
8. When was the last time you cried? a week or so ago
9. Where were you born? a hospital
10. What is your cell phone background? the beach :o)
11. How many text messages did you get yesterday? i have no clue, and i'm not counting
12. From who? my friends!
13. What was the last CD you burned? taylor swift
14. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas
15. What's your problem? unrequitted love
16. Do you have a facebook? i do
17. What's your graduation year? 7589 (its true)
19. What was the last thing you touched? mouse... well now... the keyboard
20. Who is your number one? hmm, this is from myspace... sorry... and it's my sister
22. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends? yes, friendly kisses
23. Who was the last person that left you a comment? again... this is from myspace
24. Are you good friends with this person? again....
25. How often do you log in to myspace? sorryy....
29. Do you listen to music every day? i do
36. Have you ever moved? yes
37. Have you ever won an award? i have!
39. What do you want to do right now? walk on a beach with "someone" and watch the sunset... lame, i know
40. Are you listening to music right now? no, actually, this is odd
41. Do you like someone? i do, a lot
47. What makes you pissed off? rudeness and neglect
49. What song makes you cry? "only hope" from A Walk to Remember
56. What makes you happy? being outside
|[ HAVE YOU EVER ? ]|
57. Said "I Love you" and meant it: yes
59. Kissed someone without knowing their name? no
61. Do you ever spit? of course
62. You cook your own food?: yes
63. You do your own chores? wow, yessss
64. You like beef jerky? no!
65. You own a dog? yes :)
66. You spend your money wisely? i try-- i like to buy clothes though
67. Do you like to swim?: oh yes!
68. your name: autumn in new york :) hehe
71. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? pshhhhhhhhhhhhh
72. Are you crushing on someone? oh yes
74. Have you ever had your heart broken? mmhm
75. Have you ever broken someone's heart? i sure hope not
76. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? yes
77. Think any of your ex's feel the same? pshhhh
78. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? i think i would be
79. what did you do today? swam
80. do u have ur future childrens name? Noah Wyatt, Elizabeth Jane, Joshua... something something
82. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? everyone is a lot of people... i don't think its my place to decide
83. Do you Believe in love at first sight? it seems a little shallow to me... i believe in "i really want to get to know him" at first sight. love isn't a word to be thrown around
84. Ever been given a ring? nooooo
85. Do you want to get married? yes
86. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you? pshhh
87. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? Y-E-S
89. Have you ever flirted with a friend's crush? umm, maybe
90. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you? no
91. Would you date your best male/female friend? yes
92. If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak on it? probably not, but it would drive me crazy
94. What is Bothering You? lets not go there
95. Who was the last person to make you cry? i make myself cry
97. Has anyone recently told you they like you more than a friend? nope
98. How many things in your past do you regret? i regret some i cant give you an accurate number
100. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? sister
101. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them? oh yes (the story of my life)
102. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back? of course, i'm a girl
104. Have you ever cried the whole day? on and off for a day... i'm a wimp
105. Are things fair in your life? everythings fair...
106. Have you ever had a bad feeling about something and it turned out you were right? oh yes!
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