Let me start off by saying that I am so blessed to have two parents who love me so incredibly much. I also have everything I could possibly need time 10,000.

As I've grown up some I've realized that my perfect family isn't so perfect. I feel like we're all pretending and putting on this show. Every family is somewhat disfunctional... at least the one's I know are, so why do we have to pretend like ours isn't?

My parents don't love eachother and their is constant tension in the house because of it. My dad acts like the whole world is against him and that everything we say is to make fun of him. Depression and Alcoholism run in the family (luckily must are medicated and stay away from alcolhol... but not all). I heard that someone in my family lied about something really silly that we don't do at home to make us look good. I dont want to say specifics.

Lifes tough... everyone has a story why do we all try so hard to cover it up, I need to cry but I can't.