So, the last post was kind of a downer, sorry about that. Boys make life so much more difficult than it should be.
Today I went for a walk. It was nice to have some time for myself! It was so beautiful. The trees look so perfect right now, with all the colors... wow. I had a nice long weekend, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Friday, I decided I was sick of football games so watched the Lake House with my mom and sister, they loved it! And, I got to sleep in until noon on Saturday, which was awesome. Sunday was ridiculously (sp?) busy, as always.
Now, I'm back at school, the same old boring stuff!
How come I can never stop thinking about him, no matter how hard I try? No matter how badly I want to give up, and how many times I've wished I had never met him, he always comes back into my mind.
When I cry, and then think about him, my tears go away, it's an instant fix, suddenly I'm calm again and don't notice it until the next morning. He does that to me when I think about him when he is the very reason I'm crying in the first place. The pain he's caused me, he has no idea, but it has been out weighed with the best moments of my life thus far I have spent with him. I can't put it into words, how I feel about him. It's a bittersweet, indescribable emotion. 7 years....
You enjoy learning anything that can help others... from making the world more beautiful to saving lives.
You Should Study:
Architecture Environmental Science Fashion Design Forestry Interior design International Studies Literature Music Nursing Restaurant management Studio Art Veterinary Medicine
My parents would always tell me that I should not hate the white man, but that it was my duty as a Christian to love all. Martin Luther King, Jr.
I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else. C.S. Lewis
"Faith is being sure of what we hope for, and certain of what we do not see." The Bible
"You should be the change that you want to see in the world." Ghandi
Whenever you are confronted with an opponent, conquer him with love. Ghandi
Men often hate each other because they fear each other; they fear each other because they don't know each other; they don't know each other because they can not communicate; they can not communicate because they are separated. Martin Luthur King Jr.
I would really love to sit down and have coffee with all those people I quoted.
Many Blogstream members are there
already! Quotes from members: "It's like blog lite!" -- "I like the instant
gratification!" -- "Stop spectating, get in the game!"
If you have not joined in, you are really missing out!
