Me and my friend were talking about life and love. It's so hard to believe that true love exists when all you see around you is failure.

I'm afraid that when I do find someone I really love, that I'm going to second guess myself like I always do and think that I'm not really in love. I'm not sure if this makes sense or not, but it does to me.

I have a problem with believing things when they are going my way. I think everything is too good to be true. I once heard it said...
"Always expect the worst, because then you'll never be dissappointed."

As pesimistic as that may sound it is so true.

I need to work on not second guessing myself, stop using my brain and start using my heart. I have this idea that whatever makes me happy, is wrong, and it can't be right.

I love, love, but when will love love me?

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman 75% Spider-Man 75% Robin 72% Wonder Woman 69% Hulk 55% The Flash 55% Green Lantern 55% Supergirl 54% Catwoman 40% Batman 35% Iron Man 25%

You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others.

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What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

Your Emoticon Is Smiling

Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

my heros.

"I'm not one to ever let my feelings show, and I thought that being strong meant never losing self-control."

I want to show God that I am his. I want to give up, and stop trying. I'm not getting myself anywhere and I know I can't get myself anywhere. I'm so lost and the more I move away from Him the more lost I get. I need Him to find me and I need Him to help me find myself. I don't want to try and fix my problems anymore, but I can't. I don't want to look for acceptence, or for people to make me feel better about myself. I want God to be my everything and fix me.

Make me more like you.