Tonight I heard a sermon about Joseph. He had such a messed up family. 4 mothers, 1 father, 10 half-brothers and a sister. His story is crazy. He was created for big things, but no one knew it until he was older. He trusted in God soooo much.
I envy the faith of the people in the bible. I try to put myself in their place. If I was David, would I have faced that giant? I want to have that kind of faith, I want to know that I would stand up for God no matter what situation I was in.
I know I repeat so much of the same stuff in my blog, but it's only because the same things are constantly on my mind, the furture, faith and love.
What I love about God's plan for me, is that I can't mess it up, no matter how hard I try. It's a fool proff plan created for fools.
It's so hard to trust in a world so messed up. Our imaginations are limited. We think there are limits on everything because we have science and math and gee that explains everything about the universe.
But what if there was something bigger? And what if He had a son that came to this sinful earth? And what if this son actually meant what He said?
This is kind of subject, but I was thinking about this too.
Have you ever looked up into the sky at the stars? Well of course you have. But when you really look, it's amazing. That each one of those stars is about the size of our sun, most bigger. There are more stars than grains of sand on the earth. Doesn't that make you question what's out there, knowing that there are more universes. What if God has a whole other planet of humans just like us? What if God's own son was sent there to? I'm getting goose bumps.
The thought, of how small I actually am, compared to everything, is overwhelming. And to think that I am still God's daughter, and that He loves me an indescipable amount, is absoulutly incrediable. AND, to think He has a plan, just for me. And a man. And a job. And place in heaven with my name on it.
Now, THAT is hope for the future.
"Indescribabe, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name, you are amazing God."
-Chris Tomlin
