So right now I'm sitting by an open window and I can hear the rain, I love it, it's so relaxing. All sounds in nature are beautiful.

Anyway, I've been feeling down lately, so i decided to set a little goal for myself. This week I want to lose 5 pounds... I think I can do it... wait- I know I can do it. I'm going to try and lose 20 pounds by the end of October... it may be kind of much, but we'll see. I know I can do it if I put my head and heart to it. And I really have to trust God. I really don't like dieting, but honestly, who does? It's not that fun, but I'm going to keep my head up and focus on the end result!

I got my homecoming dress, and I made sure we would be able to alter it for when I lose weight. It's beautiful and I think it looks great... but I want it to look even better! And it will! Now... I just gotta find a date. Which brings me to my next thought.

What is "girlfriend material"? Is it confidence, because I'm pretty confident. Is it beauty... because I'm decently averagely pretty (averagely.... it's a new word!). Is it having a kind heart, because I'm pretty sure I have that. Or is it about sex? I mean there's got to be at least ONE guy out there not just looking for sex... at least one... I'm sure of it. It's frustrating, because I'm never going to find him, am I. He's got to be out there somewhere. Someday.

That's it. Stay tuned.

If I lay here...
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world.

Hi everyone,
Life's finally getting interesting again! I got a job, volleyball is starting and summer is ending. It's kind of a bummer. I had a lot of fun this summer and learned alot about myself. This year is going to be difficult and is going to challenge me in so many ways. So about my job. I'm going to be working at a teacher's store, so we'll see. I'm starting to make sense of life. But I've still got a lot to learn.

That's it.

It's not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

It isn't your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

When you're in my arms and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams come true

I need no soft lights to enchant me
If you'll only grant me the right
To hold you ever so tight
And to feel in the night the nearness of you

-Norah Jones



that was our song.

Favorites
Name for a boy: Noah/Jonah
Name for a girl: Sydney
Day of the week: Sunday
Drink: Water
Store: Old Navy
Place: Anywhere by the water
Food: Mexican
Candy: chocolate
Car: anything sleak looking (and black)
Animal: Dog
Dog or Cat: Dog
Color: Sagey Green
Number: 7
Movie: Pride and Predjudice
TV show: Boy Meets World
Radio Station: 91.5
Singer: So many.
Item of Clothing: Jeans and Skirts
Sports: Red Socks
Designer Brand: I would love Dolce and Gabana... but i don't have any money :(
Disney Movie:Little Mermaid
Cartoon: Blues Clues
TV Channel: Style
Soft Drink: Diet Coke with Lime
Scent: Moonlight Path from Bath and Body Works
Actor: Johnny Depp/ Tom Hanks
Actress: Drew Barrymore/ Keira Knightly
Sport:Volleyball