"In fact, Jesus and the disciples would probably get in a lot of trouble in most fancy churches. They'd probably be turning water fountains into wine fountains, inviting kids to swim in baptistries, ripping holes in the roofs when the crippled can't get in the doors, flipping over the cash registers in the bookstores- at which point a trustee would scold Jesus and ask, 'Jesus!?!? What, were you born in a barn?' And Jesus would nod."
-Shane Claiborne

So, I'm back at school and all, and I'm feeling like a loner. I'm the girl who's friends with pretty much everyone, but has a couple close friends.

I don't trust people easily, nor do I open up easily, so I don't think the majority of the people at my school understand me at all. I feel like an outsider. I don't get wasted every weekend, and I don't smoke pot. It's just not something I'm interested in.

Tomorrow night I'm going to a party, I think I feel like I have something to prove. But at the same time I don't really want to stoop to that level.

Don't worry about me though, my friend and I have a plan, and I'm not a drunk, I drink, but I'm not a drunk... I promise.

I feel like we are way too old to feed on drama.

So today was my first day back... I don't think this year is going to be too bad. Let's hope I won't regret saying that later on this year.

I'm looking foward to this year, but a lot of people have changed. I'm kind of dissapointed by all the stories I've heard.

These girls need to learn to respect their bodies. It's sad.

I am always so amazed by this... maybe you will be too. It's a great song and a great video.

So, I'm still feeling really convicted about my last entry. It revealed a lot about me to myself. I think I realized how quick I am to judge. I've been thinking about it all day and I'm really upset.

This is another quality I don't like about myself and want to change.